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  Tenu paake bhi dekh liya, mai tenu kho ke bhi dekh liya. Tere khwaba vich aai jaa, mai tenu soke bhi dekh liya. Aankha sukhdi hii na, mai roke bhi dekh liya. Menu raas na aaya ishq mai tera hoke vi dekh liya. I am sorry i can't handle things anymore for both of us .I been standing like rock solid for many people in my life . May it be family ,friends known and unknown people.I was expecting you to stand like rock for us but whenever we fought or argued we only drifted apart more and more . Now we have reached to the point where both of us are standing on two different sides of road and we both can't hear each other and there is lot of smog between us neither we can see each other. Whenever i came to you with my insecurities issues problems all you did is heard them and ignored them,may be i was cribbing lot maybe you were looking something else in me and all you got is damaged piece . The damage you have not done but yes couldn't repair them either as you thought so.I don...

 Sahi keh raha tha woh ,mai hi galat hu apni hi dhun mai hu . Apne man mai bahut kuch tai kar leti hu aur soch leti hu ke yahi chahiye mujhe ...har baar yahi hi socha ki usse bhi shayad mai hi chaiye hu . Dekho toh aaj mai akele hi khadi hu yaha, soch kar woh aayega par nahi aaya woh phir bhi umeed nahi chodi hai.Hasti rehti hu apne andar samandar liye chalti rehti hu par roh dehti hu,koi pyar se halka sa chule toh.Mere andar ka samandar bhene lagta hai khud pe kabu pana aab mere bas mai nahi , Aaj yahi toh hua mere saath achanak ma'am me peet PE haath rakh ke pucha tum thik ho ....achanak Jo mere andar bhara tha woah bahar aagaya aur mai khub rone lagi . Pata hi nahi chala mai itni bhari hui thi. Dubara utke phir hass ke gum kar diya aapne aap ko bheed mai.Hassi ke shor mai jaha kisi ko na dikhaie diya meri aakho mai dard sab ko laga sab thik hai  aur mai na kha phir kaha  yeah all ok ....I am ok