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 Silence is not empty .It is full chaos of thoughts memories which are flashing in the head without permission.Some apologies which reached to you some emotions which gave you sleepless night . thought entangled in our head . We live with the silence day and night trying to get answers alone or letting them go or let them run in our head till we feel heavy . Emptiness which is visible to others but the crowd which we alone feel . As night come we start feeling more and more heavier. We want cry loud but we try to stay quite we stay silent. Silence is not quite it's a choas . Bhaut shoor hai mere man mai  Kuch baatein adhuri si  Kuch sawal adhure se  Kuch yaadein  Kuch kisse  Unn sabhi mai mai kho gayi  Aur chup hogai 

Love change the path but leaves the marks on the way .Today I was walking on trail of it it . I saw a oldest mark of very initial days when we meet 1st time . The memory was so Vivid. You were friends with my friend slowly we became friends. I started liking you so much wanted to see u every single day,but i understood you like someone else. I prayed you guys be together but my little was crushed. Soon we lost touch and we meet again when millenium boom Orkut came all were searching long lost friends crush .I still remember I was in my office evening i searched your name and your name popped immediately dropped message asking R u same from my school whole time I was praying reply yes . Moment I saw message I heart popped out of my chest my throat was dry my eyes were so hopeful cheeks were red.I was knowing ur not mine but dil toh hai dil Man liya tha tum mere nahi  Man liya tha tum par mera koi haq nahi  Man liya tha mai koi nahi  Par dil ne kaha ruk jaaa pass jaaa shaya...