You can't control who stays and who goes

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Its time to start a new chapter in my book .Ican't keep scrolling that one page forever, its not that i will  forget what's been written on it , good bad job bhi tha woh mera tha mere hi rahega but i am letting it go....its time to move on ...i cant allow you u to keep coming and going in and out of my life and hurting me, left with pain,questions,unsaid words,self doubts.

I want to be dandelion if u don't wana stick around will make u free from it ....no arguments just opening the closed fist and making u free from my side.....I am too exhausted in this relationship were we both are suffocating with the burden of expectations from each other...will love to meet u in another life where may be will be different then what we are today ...or meet you after some years and feel good about knowing u as person instead of ignoring u .

I want to be me again laughing again smiling again from the person who has smile guled on face all time but crying screaming inside hiding from world the inner shit.I want to be me again .

This time when u left unsaid little something which was left inside me was shattered into pieces that sound of breaking was too loud for me  telling me let him go its time to move on ...I am falling weak  with every thought but i am left with no strength to fight more with you or myself 

To be butterfly caterpillar need to know his own strength then  only he can be a beautiful butterfly ...

 







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