To the man

-


To the man who taught me love exists after it had been extinguished.

There are many things that first love gets credit for, but you deserve much more recognition. You made me believe in love again after the fact that I thought I could not love anymore. Thank you.

There are so many things that you have done for me and showed me that even a simple 'thank you' can not enough. But I am going to try:

Thank you for putting up with me . I know I can be stubborn and a little insensitive sometimes. I'm not always the good girl, but you always bring me back to a steady person.

Thank you for being goofy. Life can be so serious and stressful sometimes, yet you can always put a smile on my face. By the end of the day if I am upset you always manage to change that and put me in peace

Thank you for holding my hand (even from 1,000+ miles away). You are always here for me, always. Giving me a hand to hold for support. Plus, I like you letting all the other man know that I am your girl So, they can step off.

You taught me how to laugh again, how to feel accepted, and loved. I cannot truly describe the love I have for you- it is indescribable. But I do know there is no heart for me like yours. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

You are in love with a girl who has problems that can seem more than 100 and yet, you stay- despite there being so many reasons you don't have to. Thank you for staying. I realize I have so many flaws that could have pushed you away, but you stay and you always put in effort to make things work.

As much as I would love to have you forever, I don't know where this life will lead us. I don't know if in 50 years we will be madly in love with each other or have the most hatred for each other. I don't know if we will end up with our forever, but I promise to love you however long our forever is. I promise to stay by your side like you do mine. And we may fight, disagree, maybe even feel like we hate each other sometimes, but I wouldn't want to fight with anyone else and I wouldn't want to make up with anyone but you.

Thank you for loving me when I thought I had no more love to give.


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Khamoshi

-
Image
Having no contact with the person whom once you called home is real pain . The void silence in the room is filled with all the unsaid words . I am sitting on chair in silence replaying all the memories in my mind feeling your presence and hearing the laughter once we shared. Suddenly heart is heavy and eyes are wet to realise the absence of you . It feels like loosing a part of me part by part,the part which i never said goodbye the part i never gave permission to leave .  "It's not goodbye which hurts it's a flashback which keep coming" Feeling "what could have been "if we stayed. Once again room is dark as sun has set and it is filled with silence emptiness around me . I got up from swing took empty cup of coffee in hand and while washing cup cold tap water bought me in present. I stayed silent.
Read more

You can't control who stays and who goes

-
Image
Its time to start a new chapter in my book .Ican't keep scrolling that one page forever, its not that i will  forget what's been written on it , good bad job bhi tha woh mera tha mere hi rahega but i am letting it go....its time to move on ...i cant allow you u to keep coming and going in and out of my life and hurting me, left with pain,questions,unsaid words,self doubts. I want to be dandelion if u don't wana stick around will make u free from it ....no arguments just opening the closed fist and making u free from my side.....I am too exhausted in this relationship were we both are suffocating with the burden of expectations from each other...will love to meet u in another life where may be will be different then what we are today ...or meet you after some years and feel good about knowing u as person instead of ignoring u . I want to be me again laughing again smiling again from the person who has smile guled on face all time but crying screaming inside hiding from world...
Read more

30 seconds

-
Image
  Remember who checks on you when you get quiet. Those are your people." How true it is that some phases show you the real side of certain people in your life. There are some days in everyone's lives when you feel so vulnerable that the only thing that can calm you down is by talking to someone. But, reality hits you when you find no one to actually be there for you. To say that you'll be there for someone and to actually be there for them are two different things. No matter how busy a person is if they can't take out 30 seconds from their day to just text or call for making sure whether or not your doing okay are not worth your love and probably not worth the undue importance you give to them. You deserve better people - the ones who make you want to live through your bad days. It is truly said that there's a fragile wall between real and fake ones and you realize this when you shut yourself out without giving a hint; the people who come to know you just by the wa...
Read more